More Than These

In the beauty and the silence
In peace and serenity
In good and joyful moments
I provide all these
Through comfort and assurance
Protection comes from me,
All I ask is one thing,
Do you love me more than these?

Through the pain and sorrow
I will be with you
Through all trials and testings
I'm faithful to you
But when it gets too deep
and all are raging seas
I just have this question,
Will you love me after these?

My love will never fade cause
You are made from me
My hand will be beside you
Open your eyes and see
In the dark and in the deepest deserts
You'll remain in me
Trust me cause I won't let go
I love you more than these.

Remember you are with me
Don't worry and be still
Hear the whispers of my voice
I will always love you more than these.

inspired by:
“Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” -John 21:15b

Just for today

Just for today, All I ask is silence
To hear Your voice in this boisterous whispers
Just for today, All I ask is comfort
To cry beneath the sheets buried in 6 feet deep

Just for today, All I ask is assurance
To know that all is well in the busyness of idle
Just for today, All I ask is laughter
To smile from cheek to cheek at the end of the riddle

Just for today, All I ask is peace
To have serenity in this unending noise of streets
Just for today, All I ask is rest
To close my eyes and know that I can sleep

Just for today, All I ask is mercy
To forgive and be forget all that has happened
Just for today, All I ask is grace
To be favored not by many but have and unexpected end

Just for today, All I ask is support
To not be standing alone in the middle of a crowd
Just for today, All I ask is love
To have all these things, knowing that in fear, I haven't drowned

Heaven

There may be days where I can't understand
Why are these things are happening.
Filled with unexpected beginnings
But never a proper ending.

My heart will wait, My heart won't wander
I will stand still in the arms of my Father
I never want to move till Your time comes
Till I hear You say Yes through the Heavenly realms

I will keep in heart every word You say
I won't give up because in You I long to stay
Though I may shiver in the vast heat of fire
I will hold on to the Hand of the Most High

Days will come when all I do is ask,
Please stay with me cause this season won't last
My hand, my head and my whole heart is Yours
I never want to leave Heaven's open doors

All I want is to stay in Your presence
To dwell in Your love, so perfect and true
I say goodbye to this world and leaving all the pain
Because I know that in Heaven, Your love and presence reigns

I look forward to the day when I will finally see
The beauty and radiance of my Father in Majesty.
To see the face, the eyes and the smile of my King
That moment where in awe my whole being will worship and sing.

LIGHT

From this new beginning, here I come

I know that it is YOUR will to be done

Holding back all within me 

For it is YOU who I long to see

Better days will come my way 

Because I know YOU have the final say 

Though I know I am not perfect

You assure me that with YOU, there are no regrets

Someday I hope to be that eagle

To soar so high only in YOUR wind

I know right now, I'm far from that

But YOU will make a way to fill my gap

My true identity is all in You

And I hope one day, I'll see it too

All I want is to give You glory

For You,Oh Lord are very worthy

My life begins when I am dead

Because I know YOU live and lead

My hope is sure and my future is bright

For YOU Lord JESUS are my ONE and true LIGHT

YOUR fire

standing here, still and quiet
I'm admiring our calm silence
It speaks louder than words
Like nothing is left unheard

I'm not gonna ask
Nor am I going to start a task
You and me, that's all I need
To stand before You, is enough for me to seek


Though I know I'm unworthy
I don't deserve the love you have for me
But here I am, in Your presnece
You choose to love me till my very essance

All I do is hurt You deeply
But each time I ask, You always forgive me
What ever did I do to derserve this?
You never fail to give me the sweetest kiss

It was never my intention to bring You pain
I never want to see you cry like a stormy rain
But every time You do, You still care
It is my hurt and confusion that You can't bear

I know my mistakes, I know I shouldn't do it
And each time I ask, You get me through it
The love that I have is not close to Yours
But You still see my love like an unbeatable force

How I wish I could be worthy of You
Even if I know that there's nothing I could do
I am a sinner, forever a thorn in Your chest
But still You call me, and bless me with my needed rest

How can You love me?
How can You ever be good to me?
From the beginning of time that's what You've been saying
Your love for me is always unfailing

I cannot do anything to give You what You deserve
All I give is my heart's desire, which is to serve
To serve You alone is my only desire
My life's goal is to everyday be baptized by YOUR FIRE

Follow

Wherever You bring me I promise to follow

I will no longer contradict because this is what You allow

I believe and trust You dear Almighty Father

For You are all-knowing and unlike any other

Everything You have brought upon, I know You have Your reasons

Because You have gone before me and have blessed every action

I will no longer question or even ask why this is so

Because I trust You and I know that this is Your wonderful window

This is where You have brought, placed and blessed me

And I believe that this is really where I am supposed to be

Nothing can replace how You have made me feel,

its something that I cannot explain and it sometimes seems to be too good to be real

I will follow You dear Father wherever You may go

Because this is Your word and You said that it is so

You are the greatest, the ultimate and the only Mighty God

And in Your presence my heart will always be happy and glad

Thank You Father God for bringing me in this exact moment and place

For my heart is filled with so much love from You that no one can ever erase

This is something I've always imagined doing and because of You it is possible

You are truly amazing Father God, with You everything else seems to be achievable

Just For A Moment

Just for a moment, I forgot all my insecurities

My heart was suddenly filled with all these possibilities

Just for a moment dear God, I felt like I was on  high

I felt like I was floating on a cool and comfy fire

Just for a moment dear Father, every pain was somehow gone

My worries were replaced by Your love and unbeatable fun

Just for a moment everything felt so perfect

Like there wasn't a moment that I feared or regret

Just for a moment Father God, it felt like Heaven

To worship You with such ease and feel Your mighty presence

Just for that short moment, my mind suddenly went blank

Cause I did not even think and I was no longer this rusty boat that once sank

Just for a moment Father, I felt so new and alive

I felt like I received Your best and the most wonderful high five

Just for a moment Father God, You made me feel like I was somehow worthy

Worthy enough to be a servant to You who is the true Almighty

Just for a moment Father God, You gave me a taste of what it is like to be in Heaven

You gave me the will to serve you more in absolutely everything that I can

Thank You Father God for making me feel You are true and holy in presence

Because just for that moment, I was completely renewed and uplifted till the very core of my essence