LIGHT

From this new beginning, here I come

I know that it is YOUR will to be done

Holding back all within me 

For it is YOU who I long to see

Better days will come my way 

Because I know YOU have the final say 

Though I know I am not perfect

You assure me that with YOU, there are no regrets

Someday I hope to be that eagle

To soar so high only in YOUR wind

I know right now, I'm far from that

But YOU will make a way to fill my gap

My true identity is all in You

And I hope one day, I'll see it too

All I want is to give You glory

For You,Oh Lord are very worthy

My life begins when I am dead

Because I know YOU live and lead

My hope is sure and my future is bright

For YOU Lord JESUS are my ONE and true LIGHT

YOUR fire

standing here, still and quiet
I'm admiring our calm silence
It speaks louder than words
Like nothing is left unheard

I'm not gonna ask
Nor am I going to start a task
You and me, that's all I need
To stand before You, is enough for me to seek


Though I know I'm unworthy
I don't deserve the love you have for me
But here I am, in Your presnece
You choose to love me till my very essance

All I do is hurt You deeply
But each time I ask, You always forgive me
What ever did I do to derserve this?
You never fail to give me the sweetest kiss

It was never my intention to bring You pain
I never want to see you cry like a stormy rain
But every time You do, You still care
It is my hurt and confusion that You can't bear

I know my mistakes, I know I shouldn't do it
And each time I ask, You get me through it
The love that I have is not close to Yours
But You still see my love like an unbeatable force

How I wish I could be worthy of You
Even if I know that there's nothing I could do
I am a sinner, forever a thorn in Your chest
But still You call me, and bless me with my needed rest

How can You love me?
How can You ever be good to me?
From the beginning of time that's what You've been saying
Your love for me is always unfailing

I cannot do anything to give You what You deserve
All I give is my heart's desire, which is to serve
To serve You alone is my only desire
My life's goal is to everyday be baptized by YOUR FIRE

Follow

Wherever You bring me I promise to follow

I will no longer contradict because this is what You allow

I believe and trust You dear Almighty Father

For You are all-knowing and unlike any other

Everything You have brought upon, I know You have Your reasons

Because You have gone before me and have blessed every action

I will no longer question or even ask why this is so

Because I trust You and I know that this is Your wonderful window

This is where You have brought, placed and blessed me

And I believe that this is really where I am supposed to be

Nothing can replace how You have made me feel,

its something that I cannot explain and it sometimes seems to be too good to be real

I will follow You dear Father wherever You may go

Because this is Your word and You said that it is so

You are the greatest, the ultimate and the only Mighty God

And in Your presence my heart will always be happy and glad

Thank You Father God for bringing me in this exact moment and place

For my heart is filled with so much love from You that no one can ever erase

This is something I've always imagined doing and because of You it is possible

You are truly amazing Father God, with You everything else seems to be achievable

Just For A Moment

Just for a moment, I forgot all my insecurities

My heart was suddenly filled with all these possibilities

Just for a moment dear God, I felt like I was on  high

I felt like I was floating on a cool and comfy fire

Just for a moment dear Father, every pain was somehow gone

My worries were replaced by Your love and unbeatable fun

Just for a moment everything felt so perfect

Like there wasn't a moment that I feared or regret

Just for a moment Father God, it felt like Heaven

To worship You with such ease and feel Your mighty presence

Just for that short moment, my mind suddenly went blank

Cause I did not even think and I was no longer this rusty boat that once sank

Just for a moment Father, I felt so new and alive

I felt like I received Your best and the most wonderful high five

Just for a moment Father God, You made me feel like I was somehow worthy

Worthy enough to be a servant to You who is the true Almighty

Just for a moment Father God, You gave me a taste of what it is like to be in Heaven

You gave me the will to serve you more in absolutely everything that I can

Thank You Father God for making me feel You are true and holy in presence

Because just for that moment, I was completely renewed and uplifted till the very core of my essence

NEVER LACK

There are certain events that has resulted to confusion

Unsure of what to do, keep looking for a certain reason

But then God sends a reminder that He has a purpose for everything

That all these questions and confusion will soon be nothing

The mind begins to wonder if this is just another attempt of evil

To feed doubts and fears to the mind while the heart remains devoted and still

The fall of faith is what the enemy  aims to do

But because of God's mighty presence evil's plan will NEVER push through

Nothing can ever defeat the power of God Almighty

No matter how much pain or weary a heart happen to  be

God will never fade, God will never go away,

God will always reign, God will always and forever remain

These questions that are presented will soon be answered in time

In God's perfect moment where He will provide that perfect rhythm and rhyme

For now, His presence is felt and questions and doubts are beginning to lessen

God has spoken and reassured that He is always there to listen

Through His different instruments, His message was received

Now all we must do is to continue to worship and believe

In times of short comings and doubts, God will always guide us straight back

Because He has given a certain calling to each and His presence will never lack

Explaining the purpose of this blog

     New blog with new thoughts. I know that I have handled a LOT of blogs already. But this blog is different. It will be leaning more on more of the creative side. As in I'll be posting a few of my short stories. I have a lot, actually, but I haven't had the guts to post any of my babies yet. Until now...
    I am currently taking up this class that made me realize how much of a coward I was because I have NEVER posted my short stories yet, why? because I am kind of concerned of what people might say. But you know what, I just learned from one of my professors that, it should not matter, literature does not have to make sense, it does not need morals all the time, because the soul purpose of literature is...enjoyment. Though, I will NOT be posting anything erotic, cause that is honestly NOT my style, never have been and never will be. It defeats the meaning of literature.
   Anyway, this first post on this blog will be more of my creative output, this post will be my first and last "interaction" on this blog, the next post will all be short-stories, excerpts, poems or lyrics. This blog is my creative output. :)

"Better write for yourself and have no public than write for the public and have no self" -Cyril Connolly


Later,
Koko