Shout

Crumbling into pieces

Scattered all around

No one to pick up, no pieces to be found

Broken in silence unwanted by a whole

Like a clear shattered glass

All is lost, even the very soul

Voice that deafens in silence

Violating the core of being

Circumstance that leads to more and more questioning

An overflowing heart 

Now lost in a moment, all joy was stolen

A complete and total abandonment

All is gone, no shed of happiness

No spark of light

No fire in sight

Gasping for air

Yet no room to breathe

It's all over, there's no absolute peace

Crossroads

Where to go, who to be

How do I choose to be free?

What to do, who to see

How can I find what's within me?

Distance, direction, decisions; I need

Yet there is something, 

Something much deeper to seek

Where do I start?

Right or left, I may not know

Yet all I long now is for growth 

Never-failing, never-ending 

Still searching for that something

When to find, will I know?

Some say this isn't so

Will I have found what I long for?

In times when it seems all is uncalled for?

Standing still on a crossroad

Don't know which way to go

Standing here, waiting for that moment

To which I know it will be Heaven sent.